I can feel the chill of the water
in the wind that sprays my hair
the wet sand puddled in places
picks up the paraffin in the sunset
the wink of old footprints
flush with footsteps untaken
the smooth belly of the sand ready for me to pat
I propel forward, the waves that chatter my teeth
inching closer to me, like a feral cat I want to pet
prancing one foot further each time
ready to be ransacked
and then they arrive,
beneath the postcard sunset and the
silhouette summer day swimming in my vision,
I see the surfers.
Expecting Baywatch, these boys slobber into the sea
one barely making waves
the other backwards and flapping like a drowning seal
these are the photographic evidence I need to know
I am not a surfer.
My brethren chainlinked against the seaweed, I cannot look away
expecting success, failure, death by shark, who knows?
I never thought before that surfers could teach me something new
show me on a platter a principle I’m likening to
it is not about being flashy on the board for all to see
it is not about still life adventure on a mailed piece of paper
it is not about escaping the mundane by tasting the tide
it is flapping in the undertow, crashing into other swimmers,
knocking your head sideways into the water
ingesting seaweed and measuring which way is up
it is walking right back into the deep crash of beachtime
it is a flashing mindpicture of yes
it is worth facing the undertow
it is knowing you are a surfer.